Věk

Whew, been a while since I last posted anything. So much going on and I have no idea where to start!

School first, nice and professional. I've got one midterm left, two down already. I was freaking out for a while, since it's the first midterms I've taken in months, but once I actually sat down and starting looking at them, I couldn't believe how easy they seemed. So, here's hoping I didn't just ail all my midterms and classes...

I got a new phone, the improved version of the Samsung Impression by AT&T. My last one got dropped into the toilet. After sitting in rice for three days, it came back to life for another two weeks before just dying on me one day. I've pretty much adapted to this new version, it's not too different and it gets better signal in my room.

Back to being single, although I went on a double-date last night to go see the new movie, RED. Morgan Freeman is God and Bruce Willis is Jesus, we decided....
Anyway, the last guy didn't work out. Way too stupid and immature, loads of drama and unnecessary stress and shit. So I cut him loose as soon as I realized it wasn't gonna work at all. I'm not ready to get into an official relationship for a long time, but I still want to date and have fun. I'm twenty-one, for god's sake! So, I hope things go smoothly and the drama all dies down from everything.

My other best friend, Noelle, moved in last night with us. She's set up in the rec room in the basement and we're sharing a bathroom and closet. It's pretty awesome, since we both get a whole new wardrobe, no shopping required. It's working out really well, we've already adapted so quick to having each other around that when one of us is gone overnight, the other one gets lonely! We both found it funny.

It's pretty bad. Even though I haven't posted in a while, there's still not much to say. I guess on one hand, that's a good thing. On the other hand, I could use some good excitement right around now...

Myšlení

Been a while since I've posted anything.

Have been very busy with schoolwork, especially my English coursework. I knew an online class would have a lot of writing to do, as well as an English class - but my brain is starting to just shut down. And so I plod along, procrastinating and trying to force myself to get work done. So far I'm doing okay, let's hope I don't collapse during midterms. Thank god none of them are on the same day as another, so it's one at a time.

Let's see. I've also been going out with a new guy - Data is his actual name. We've known each other for almost a year now, but we just started to date about a month ago. My commitment issues are trying to rear their ugly head and almost find ways to make me run for it, but I'm having none of it. I just unload on my two best friends and get some help for it. Usually I'm the one to say, "go with your gut," but not in this case when I know it's just bad past experiences clouding my judgment and not instinct. He's really sweet and I can tell he cares about me. I just need to teach him that he doesn't have to take me out to places to show that - I just want respect, which he gives me.

Recently told a friend quite a lot of frankly unbelievable things about myself and the world in general. I hope she'll eventually  believe me, after thinking it all over, but if she doesn't it's okay. It was more the fact I felt bad hiding things from her. If she decides it's all too much, then that's the last she'll ever hear of it. I just wanted things out in the open. And what's scary is she told me she knew I was hiding something from her - that only made me feel worse. So we'll see where it all goes, I'm just glad I was honest in the end no matter where it leads.

It's NFL jersey day at my old campus. I even borrowed a Giants jersey from said friend to wear today, so when I get into fights with Steelers and Cowboys fans they know why - and then realized I have a paper to finish and if I went I'd never get it done. So, no fights for me today. It's also raining, so I hope it isn't going to be really bad tonight. I don't mind driving in rain - it's the reflections and not being able to see the lines on the road that I hate.

All right, I've used this blog as an excuse to procrastinate enough. I'm getting back into my writing mood too, so hopefully this paper will be done soon and I can go eat.